If someone really wanted you,they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you. It's 2:37 am in the morning and i'm chatting with dinie! Hahaha yes that funny boy,miss him though. Hope everything is alright for him. So i've been really lazy to update this dusty blog of mine! I'm broke anyway like seriously i don't even have any money in my wallet. Been selling my clothes away but sadly no one wants to buy and i've been hoping someone out there might be interested with my yellow maxi skirt! HEY it's nice okay,it looks kinda vintage,very i must say but sadly i just looked extremely fat in the skirt! So that's the main reason i don't want it and it's pretty long for me plus it is sad to be fat hahahahhaha because you can't wear beautiful outfit or bright colours. Or maybe you can? I just don't have the confidence and you all have to know that my self esteem are pretty low so fucking low i must say. I don't dare to put that on put this on urghhh why do i have to be that ugly. Ok whatever it is imma just leave my formspring here,hopefully you guys will ask me some question and i'll answer them okay? Have a good day! http://www.formspring.me/hipbonescollar

sorry for not updating! there's something wrong with blogger? or is it just me?

hello there! so i spend the whole day editing a hell lots of pictures yep that's what i always do. me and the camera plus the spotlight= a whole album full of portraits. so i made a new twitter account,the real reason was..........too many unknown people i'm following hahaha like seriously plus the number of following and followers are way too different. these few days i can't snap a perfect shot of me argh what's wrong with my face? currently having a face issues lol don't mind my bad English, i've not been reading. getting way too lazy nowadays.

You’re not magically going to wake up one morning and decide you’re going to be happy again,i honestly think that i have to learn to love myself before loving other people and that's the reason why i'm single because until today i'm not able to accept and love myself for who i am.

“Name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.
Name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them.
Name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them.
Name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them.
Because right now all you have is time, time, time.
Yeah, but someday that time will run out.
That’s the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.”

“I promised myself that when it was over, I’d laugh at the memories, but here I am without a smile in sight. I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were ok, But here I am, and I cant even dial your number. I promised myself, that when it was over, I would not shed a tear, But here I am, shirt almost soaked. I promised myself I would let you go gracefully, But here I am, hating myself for letting you leave. I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn’t look back, but here I am, unable to walk forward. I promised myself I would say goodbye But here I am, still saying I love you.”

“When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn’t need to be a good reason. Taking photographs of the night sky, for example. Now, in the long run, that’s just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to split up. But in the haze of infatuation, it’s just what you’ve been searching for all these years.”

“I just don’t want to do anything to pressure you. Or drive you away. Even though sometimes I can’t help it. Just like I can’t help that I fell in love with you. Cause I did. I love you. And it scares me, a little bit, but, there it is.”